I feel just as lonely as her .

It seems to me that people around me ain't happy today .

I thought my AiAi is busy in school and will be

going swimming with his friends after school so

that's why he did not text me at all .

I was also kinda busy cleaning the house

as it's full of dust , ceremic dust .

When it's in between 6 - 7 pm ,

I recieved a message from him saying that

he was sleeping & also not in da mood .

At 1st I thought he was just having what we all

So I just tell him to cheer up and continue my cleaning up .

At that point of time , I've already said the word

'CHEER UP'

to 2 more friends of mine .

So now it's he's the 3rd person I've said that word to .

Then all of a sudden , after like 10 mins ,

I was really worried when I saw what he reply me .

0_O , I really have no idea what has happen to him .

I try to cheer him more cause' I feel there's no need

for me to know so much but he did not reply anymore ,

which is why I am so damn worried .

All I can do is to hope he's fine again . I feel so helpless .

I really can't help him in anything but just to comfort him .

I really misses his cute side today . really .

Miss the cheerful him . D:

He didn't make my day and I too ,

didn't make his day at all .

Then to ChinChin , He has headache the whole day .

I guess it's because of the weather as well as he did not

have enough rest I guess .

He also told me he was sad to feel sick

and all I can say is 'Cheer up' .

(he was the 2nd person that I've said that to)

He seems happier when he was home but still ,

he's feeling very tired .

We had our usual training since I was going to level up .

After I had my wizzers leveled ,

had a very short msn chat and off he go to rest .

ps:

He wants me to change the 'brother' from

the previous post to other stuff .

I guess I'll change it to buddies perhaps ?

(but I kinda have like a few buddies as well ?)

:x

Also to KEE ..

Early morning he was sad over

unable to squeeze something out for his powerpoint .

He also feeling sad and I said the word 'Cheer up' .

(The 1st person)

Then he have his mock test and it ends pretty okays i suppose .

Then we play audition together before I went to train .

After training and ChinChin went off ,

I went audi with him again to play .

The freaking patch made the whole game have

screen freeze or something . Irritating !

I miss lots of bars n blah blah .

There's when Kee told me to cheer up .

(now I got that myself .)

we both just have a few games and off to msn

before he have to sleep as there's school for him tomorrow .

Then again , it happens .

Some funny italian guy from facebook

keeps fighting over him in buying me .

It's kinda nice to know that he wanted to

earn enough game coins to get his gf back

but on the other hand , it's so irritating for Kee

as he has to buy me back , causing him to lose coins .

That's when he gets upset again .

Everyone please CHEEEER UPP YAHS ?

It's so tired to be upset !

It'll cause me to be unhappy as well !

I wanna sleep .

as angry as Yesung oppa !