do you remember when exactly the last time I smile from the bottom of my heart?
since when is the last time you truly look at me, worrying if I've been well?
when you complain about all the things you dislike about me,
have you praise me about things I've done well?
and do you remember when's the last time we sat together and enjoy ourselves?
I wonder where do I actually stand in your heart.
you told me you were tired but do you know I am tired as well?
you only believe the people you trust, how about me?
I am suppose to be together with you guys but why, I'm always not counted in?
you said you were fair, but why are you siding others, believing others than me?
I was told to take time for you all to accept me but all I get is labels and more labels,
labels that will never get a chance for you al to see that I've changed and should be
given a chance. I was blame most on everything, things I did do I was also account of doing it.
I tried to explain but was never given a chance. When I finally cleared my name, you all just
think that I'm just lucky. How painful can this be? UNBEARABLE.
Whatever I've done will never be appreciate by you guys. I was treated a stranger.
Where do I belong exactly? Who is going to get me out of this cold dark place?
I'm tried and lost but I will never be out of this place...
I'm cold
I'm torn
I'm giving up on you guys...
I'm label as "outcast" since the day I was born. damn.
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