before my birthday, you told me you would bring me out to celebrate but yet, you just disappear from nowhere, almost into the thin air. I was hurt, thinking that you decided to throw me aside. Just last week, I saw ur msn nick written "I'm just a puppet...". I thought you were refering to me. angry, I shoot you right off da face yet you told me that it wasn't me. I'm still in a doubt therefore, this time round I told myself to throw you aside like how you did to me.
but I failed.
I had been waiting for your sms, getting excited when my phone rang when a sms came, yet I didn't recieve any from you. At that point of time I thought to myself, "there goes our friendship going into da history..."
Yet recently our histoy is being open up again. You sms me thinking that I was angry with you whereby all along, I've been worried dead about you. I can't explain why I am dead worried but one thing I know is you're someone that I've always feels that you need alot of care and security and I wanted to give you that. You always did not eat well in camps, haven't been happy and haven't been smiling since the time we went bishan to eat abit n walk walk, whereby you gave me a cute Patrick plushie. Do you remember?
maybe you thought that we would've been more than friends but no matter what, you are still someone that from time to time, I'm always worried about. You may think that I will forget about you after I'm with my boy but I've always been thinking whether you have been eating well, resting well...
I may not be able to help you on your problems now but one thing I feel that is, you must be happy and move one again like how you used to. I will be waiting for the happy you to be back once again, and I guess that will be the time when you and *ShE will have the happy ending. Even if it did not happen (I cross my fingers), I will still be there, always be there. I PROMISE YOU. (:
SO...
today, I've went to watch "The Dark Knight" with my boy. It's was rather a nice movie but only some parts of it are abit "boring" -_-" But I love a quote from the movie:
"You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain."
It wad said by Harvey Dent in da movie. Berry impressive quote. love it (:
in fact, it was true isn't it? People will tend to turn into the dark side from time to time when they live too long.
I do have times when I am a villain myself, am utterly regret about those nasty things that I've done, yet everyone had been a villain themselves before so I guess we all need time to think about what we really should be.
all right, time to hit da bed. going kite flying with my boy again. (: ciao~!
berry 1st kite flying with my boy! xD
am I ever remember by someone?
♫ SHUTUP @ 1:09 AM