took quite a lot of time to find the prefect images. I even sofen the picture, to make it like a dream kinda feeling. Quiet and Peace, like a child in me. ahahas xD
I do admit as well that I've been rather depress due to many things that had happen. I almost cry every night as they're too abundant, way too much for me. I do always claim that I'm old but that doesn't mean that I am an adult fully. I know I'm still a kid, and I always be. Yet, you all gave me so many burdens to carry. I'm not that strong enough.
I thought I'm gonna drop dead straight if there's gonna be even more burdens carry but I'm so contended that the burdens are now getting lesser. I'm learning how to put them down, especially those that I've no control over it. I'll be trying to get over all these, hope it will go away asap.
WELL...
I really wanna thank those peeps that was with me on last sat. You guys make me forgot all my burdens. Went NewYork NewYork for lunch that day. Had so much fun making cotton candy as well as photo shooting with them. My 'bf' Kareen's "O-zing" cheese made me have a good laugh and Chris moo have been rather excited the whole day, we seriously are a bunch of insane kids that afternoon.
But I just love the way we are! *giggles
HOME...
went home to game as well as phone with my lovely. He's been a great listening ear but I still, won't want him to carry burden with him. I want him to enjoy his life to the fullest as in no time, he will be going to a different stage in life. probably so. hahas.
We had be gagging on the phone everyday but somehow, there isn't any of the "I had to talk to you again = bored" feeling even though there's time where he called and we didn't even talk for whole few minutes. Is like, even if we're not talking, the presence of us listening to the surrounding of each other or even the breathe we are taking just made us peace out. I mean, that's how I feel, maybe because I love to listen that's why. llolx
SCHOOL...
My grad project is finally done, only left with my presentation and that's it. I can't wait to graduate and work as much as I can, to earn tons of bucks to pay for my advance diploma. *duh I'm gonna study study and STUDY! HAH! xD
but not forgetting my games *hehehe, they're still on my list ~
Love those that cares for me from deep down of my heart <3
extra love for lovely though *ahahas xD
NEWYORK NEWYORK!
With Chris *MOO Cotton Candy Love
*hugs Lumpy and goes to Dreamland.
(STOP)
blah blah blahs hahas.
♫ SHUTUP @ 8:35 PM