Sometimes I wonder why people are so simple minded... I mean, sometimes, is obvious that things are not simple but yet, you just treat it so simple, like ABC? I have no idea what to do; all I can do is to see you being scam like nobody’s business...

You tell yourself that you’re not gonna fight anymore but even an idiot knows it will never happen, unless there’s a miracle? I seriously have no freaking idea about it. If you do make it, I call you father for a week!

I SWEAR!

But Oh well, May you fall and stand up again and again where all of us have seen it so many times till we’re tired. Is good thing that you did not notice about us, because it may hurt if you do notice? It just seems that your “Pride” is more important till you never notice that you are after all “stupid” like a joker around us. We are not blaming you, we just cannot understand why you are like that, and can’t you notice at all? Is rather obvious sometimes...

I have no idea but I seriously hope you can be more “clever” next time yeah?

Me and Lovely gonna know each other for 4 months and within these 4 months, we actually gone through quite a lot, the anger and sadness as well as all the good and bad. I do notice sometimes you do remember what I’ve said before, and I appreciate that. I wanted you to know that I am missing you all the time, just like you did (i guess xD). I may make you think that I don’t bother about you, don’t miss you cause it isn’t so nice to express so much for me lahs. LOL -.-"

But I do always know that things you said are true but just that I wanna joke around, saying that “I don’t believe you”, hope you understand okays...

SO...

Life without school is rather boring but glad that there is work, graduation project, maple (?!) and of course you to make my life busier? llolx (:

But I do look forward for our 2nd month anniversary OK! xD ahahahas

And 2 days ago when lovely slept early, I had a great conversation with my Deon didi, I would say that he was in fact, a lot better than 2 other didi that I have. Things that I talk about he did knows roughly how to deal with it which I feel rather glad about that, at least I don’t have to share my problems with Joey Jie or Mariann mummy whereby they already have enough problems to deal with.

I would say that Deon, you’re such a good didi and I hope we bro n sis till the day I went to another world. LOL

Oh, and one more thing.

I dunno whether you will see this, but if you do, I just wanna let you know that would you mind just leave my life for whatever freaking sake? I have had enough of your brainless nonsense and I would be thankful if we leave each other alone for the time being. I don’t wish to have a conclusion of regretting knowing you, after all you did help me to get a job, know more friends in the workplace and even shared many philosophies about life. I may sound very bad at this point of time, but you sounded worse, just that you are those some people, who never notice that the nasty things they’ve said is rather hurting. You may thought that you’re old so means you’re mature and stuff, but at that point of time when you said those things in msn, I really wondered whether is that you or someone else but no point deceiving, it wad you and I just cannot believe you are just so sensitive and ignorant. I know I cannot out talk you as you will always say things like:

“I’m older” LALALA~~~ blahs, I seriously HATE IT I tell you.

Forget about it; just treat as giving the both of us some space alone for breathing...

tired... *yawns

*hugs Lumpy and goes to dream land.

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